Forever Young ..

Woah. I'm not even going to start trying to explain myself for the lack of posts and neglecting everything lately, like: Twitter, YouTube and my blog. Alright, one thing that has definitely not been neglected is Facebook.. but I have specific reasons for that. I apoligize anyway.

First of all, someone has been jinxing us Squirrel Rebellion girls. It started off with Ashley not being able to post, then Anna having problems with technology and then me. My iSight will not work, so I tried filming on my iPhone and everything was fine, but when I tried opening iMovie to do the editing, iMovie crashed and would not launch. Now, if I want to post next week I'll have to film an entire video all in one go with my phone and try and put it up just like that.. That will be awful. Something is going on with my laptop and I don't know how to fix it because I've never had problems with it before. I don't want to pay to get it fixed! I'll have to work something out.

Anyway, if I thought I was confused before..well I'm on a whole new level of confused at the moment. I am the most confused human being you will ever meet right now. Everything is just confusing me, life is confusing. How many times have you seen me use the word "confused"? Well, I'm afraid you will have to get used to it because I have a slight feeling it's going to appear in a few of my future posts. I'm confused because: I'm a teenager and I have a messed up mind which causes me to get too emotionally attached to my good guy friends and then causing trouble. So, seen as it has happened to me before I'm trying to keep things quiet so that it won't ruin the friendship, but it's hard. VERY HARD. (TWSS)

Also, I miss my friends a lot. The ones who were over two weeks ago. The house just feels empty without them and it was so nice to finally have them both over because it felt like the old times when they were still in school with me. Awh..I'm sad now. I suppose I have a lot to say, but most of it is quite personal and I wouldn't like to bore you with more rambling. I just wanted to update and say I'm still here.. somewhere. Oh, and my friend has influenced me with his music and now I'm no longer listening to Guns n Roses, but Jason Derulo, Timbaland, Usher and One Republic. This is not okay. BUT I'm sure it's just a phase, it must be.

Au revoir for now..

ari